College choices

I am a junior and though this isn't my last year I have started looking at colleges since I was a sophomore. It's a little stressful not always knowing where you are going but I am trying to just live my life and let things fall into place. This has made things easier to handle. I am doing all this college stuff on my own. My parents aren't really into it. Hopefully I can get them to take video for my sports next year because this year they didn't get anything. In fact they somehow missed everything.."the camera turned off" exactly when I made a play and then turned back on magically when the play was over... well hopefully you can understand what I mean by me doing this college stuff on my own because I am not joking around about that. Anyway. I don't know if anyone has received a letter or just information about a college but it's kind of exciting when you do. More coaches are emailing me and sending me information about their school which is helping my confidence a ton. Maybe my parents will realize I can make it to college. Some days they seem interested almost but usually not a word is said, at least and an encouraging word. Words have been spoken but they were more of the discouraging kind. I personally can't wait til I go to college. I want to get out of here. Spring Creek is a lovely place and I would love to come back here when I am older but as a kid there isn't a lot here and of course my parents don't help. I want to get away from them for a while. I am thinking I might go live with my dad for a year or so and do my basics at the community college in twin if I don't receive an offer too good to pass up. It would be really nice to catch up with him and my step mom and sisters. I miss them. The seniors this year are all talking about the colleges they are about to go off too. I am very excited for them and can't wait until I can be the one talking about where I am going. I'm going to work hard and keep searching.