Loss

Sometimes in life we lose ourselves whether its for a moment or for a while more. Sometimes we lose our friends and the ones we love. In those times, some of us look back to see what happened to get us there. Some look forward to see if they will ever find what they are looking for. Some people find answers and some don't. When we find those answers I'd like to think we do something about where we are at, but i can not say that most of us do. I have found that a lot of people don't care. They don't even realize they are lost or that they have lost people on their way through life. I feel bad for these people and I wish some how I could open their eyes. It's much easier to see other people then to see yourself I believe. I'm not sure why this is bit sometimes it seems people are afraid of who they truly are. They hold themselves back to fir or they she away to keep people from noticing who they really are. I wish people could just be accepted for themselves. I wish no one had to prove to others that they matter. Everyone seems to have this desperate need to feel important, to feel they belong, and that they make a difference. I think maybe people don't always realize they have this feeling but I believe it's in every one of us, therefore we change, hold back, or open up more.

I don't understand how it could make such a difference. The way you talk, the way you dress, they way you do your makeup. I don't see why any of that matters when the real person before you is underneath all that.

I can't change people's thoughts, though I wish I could sometimes. I just hope that in time people realize this.

When we move on from either the good times or the bad, sometimes there are things, memories, and people we cannot take with us. In those times you have to believe that all is not lost. You can regain a lot, whether its a friend or just a small detail that you have missed. There is always time to regain those loses. Whether you find time or take the time you have to think and regain is your deal but I know there are things I would like to regain, to find,, and to remember.